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I was remembering how we used to be
How we would feel sharing glances and looks,
The heart melting desire that would grip our hearts
The feeling after our first kiss,
The stupefying effects of all the others that followed

How we would laugh like kids,
Telling each other sweet nothings in ticklish ears
Remember how we used to hold hands when it was dark and nobody could see?
When every touch had a special meaning, its own language
And even our thoughts could make us blush like foolish high schoolers

Those were good times
We didn't have to try too hard to make each other smile
It was a natural result of being side by side
I remember how talking about our future filled my heart to the brim
How thinking about our kids would bring tears of joy to my eyes

Remember when you first dreamed of us?
How you asked me to marry you in such an innocent way
And I answered that sure I would, never imagining you really meant it
I also recall how I couldn't believe I had fallen for you
And how when you told me you loved me too I couldn't accept it
Because deep down I knew I didn't deserve it

I also remember how we would try our hardest to mean something special to the other
Keeping each other company, cheering each other up
We took it upon ourselves to make each other a place to call home
In the place we knew we belonged

Remember when you couldn't form a complete phrase after feeling my lips on your cheek?
Or how I would get all red and be unable to form a coherent thought in my brain?
I recall that love struck look you used to have whenever you saw me after a long while
Why have we changed so much? Why have we let each other get accustomed to love?
Why don't we appreciate each other more? Are we losing our first love?

I want to bring it all back
I want to dream about your smile like the first time
I want to feel my heart racing inside,
At the simple thought of seeing you again
I want you to act like my hero once more
I want you to try and fight for me
To get my attention bring back my smile

I want to go back to the very start
I want to share secrets like those we used to share
I want to feel connected to you like no one else
I want you to tease me cuz I'm all red
And fool me with words kissing me instead

I want you to make a fool of yourself just cause you want me to laugh
I want to look deep into your eyes and blush when you ask me what I'm thinking about
I want to have to struggle to admit it is you
That I simply cannot take you out of my mind and I just don't want to

I want to hear all your ideas I want you to prove me things I don't believe
Like that time you showed me how unexpected you can be
I want you to get jealous when I don't give you much attention
I want to see that pout of your lips

I want to feel your love as you hug me good morning
I want to have to fight with myself to let you go while wishing you good bye
Fight with my eyes while in class cuz they drift back to you
Feel the strong desire to go ahead and kiss you

I want to tell my plushy at night how much I love you
And all the sweet things you did that day
I want to hug him tight to my chest and fall asleep smiling like an idiot
At the happy thought that my tomorrow is one of those days
I want to fall in love with you all over again
For You, in Hopes this makes You Smile for a change

Let's Fall In Love All Over Again <3
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Sweet-Felt-Sorrow's avatar
You write poems like they're songs xD I like that :3 Its really passionate :) Awesome.