Unavoidable

Ill keep losing you.
Ill keep losing you until I'm close enough to hold on to you and make you stay by my side. Ill keep losing you until I can hold you close and make you look me in the eye.
Look at me and no one else.
And this knowledge, this burden, this pain
{That till the moment that I am able to erase our sorrowful past by replacing it with a hopeful, love-filled today I will lose you time and time again}
Is so much more than I can handle, bear, shoulder, endure, survive.
But time stretches on unending, and all I can see is all those moments in our future where I'll lose you. And how every time you come back to me, I'll have lost a little bit more of you, of who you were, what was mine.