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I'll Kill her BelarusxRussiaxreader
A/N:I actually like Belarus. I just thought the song fit. Enjoy!
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So, of course, you were supposed to call me tonight you were supposed to call me tonight...

Ivan picked a sunflower from his flourishing garden and slipped the engagement ring on the stem before tying a (f/c) ribbon on it.

He smiled and practiced his 'speech' to his scarecrow "____ ____, 2 years ago on Christmas eve we met. I've loved you ever since,nobody can make me feel like you do. You're my most beautiful,brightest sunflower! I Я буду лю
One SecondDear You,

Yes, I know what you're thinking:

"There's that creepy girl again,
the one that stares at me all day
and gets all nervous when I'm around."

But I have a lot to tell you,
even if you're not reading this,
so just bear with me.

You- yes, you- are ruining my life.

I used to be so content with myself,
convinced that love was pointless
and dating people is just a hassle.

I knew that looks didn't matter,
that I should look out for myself
and not care what other people think.

What have you done with that girl?

I'm wasting all my time on you,
and I know that, but I can't stop.

I worked so hard on that project,
hoping it would be per
JuliaShe’s the kind of girl people write books about.
Rides bikes too fast - - no hands, hair in flames        eyes too.
Barefoot, dirt smeared, picks dandelions with her toes.
Train-track balancing act,
backyard trapezes        laughter,
grassroots circus.
She paints her walls with memories.
Ceiling too.  Me as well.
I find treasures in her soul.
She makes mine.
She has gypsy legs and a homeland heart I cannot steal.
A living poem I can’t rewrite –
the kind of girl summers are made of.
9.47you run through my veins
like you do my blood,
swallowing joints
like you do thoughts -
on strings, i dance
and i paint and i
try and try and try
so hard, for you
my dear, to be
the moon and stars
and for you realise
that every night
i am awake for you

-

but in the end
the sea will swallow
the waves,
and the sound will
fade to silence,
and the light will
fall into the dark
and we will become
dirt and dust again,
living in the hollows
of ourselves turned
inside out, turned
upside down
Missing From The WorldSometimes, I’m missing from the world,
But no one even cares.

Oh look, they’re playing a game,
I wish I could join.

My feet move like clockwork,
They’re moving towards the group.

My hand reaches out to them,
But I’m instantly shoved away.

Pray,
Pray I don’t die lonely.

Tears fall from my face,
I run towards the sea.

Its arms comes closer to me,
I can’t help but to smile.

I’m standing in the puddle,
I’m ankle deep with my emotions.

People please,
Why am I ‘scary’?

I feel as if I’m dying inside,
The light went dark.

Wait,
There’s someone running to me.

His ha
dysmorphic weatherspring came late this year
snow arrived along with april
and i found myself wondering
if this was what the whole year would be like
it wouldn't surprise me
given the recent events
pathetic fallacy and all that
AschLuke: JealousyTitle: Jealousy
Author: D.R. Ward
Date: 5-22-13
Age: 13

Jealousy

I, can't, breathe, when he's,
Looking at you.

I, can't, see, anything but red,
When he touches you.

Get those dirty paws off you!

I, can't, stand, his smile,
When he stares at you.

I don't want to look at him,
Guy, with you.
I don't want to see his face as he serves you,
Like the good little bitch he is.

I don't want you near him...
I don't want you by him...
I won't let you stand there...
As your heart - He wins.

It disgusts me,
To think that he is your friend,
Your ally.

I want him dead, I want him gone,
I want him alone.

Do you remember me?
Me, Asch, sitting on th
AschLuke: A Fiery FlameTitle: A Fiery Flame
Author: D.R. Ward
Date: 5-20-13
Age: 13

A Fiery Flame

I should hate you.

I should wish for your death,
I should wish for your demise.
I should wish for you to perish,
Because you have been living as a disguise.

But I don't.

I should want to punch you,
And beat you,
And scream,
And kill,
And breach,
Until I had my everlasting fill.

But I cannot.

Luke, you changed....
I used to be able to hate you, I did, Luke....
But now....

I fall into your arms,
Wishing for this to end,
But wishing it would never in the same.

And yet, I wonder....
How did you do this to me?

A mere Replica!
I should be able to crush you!
..
Come to me nowI need him closer
I need him now
Kissing me hard
Pushing me back
Pulling me in
Pinning me down
Picking me up
Just come here
Come to me now

Feel my curves
Bite my lip
Kiss my neck
Bite it if you please
Just come here
Come to me now

To feel your lips
tracing down my jaw
Your warmth over coming me
Giving me chills
Just come here
Come to me now
Satan's TemptationShe the angel who lost her way
He the devil dare we say
As he lays torture inside
His stance captures her eye
From that moment on she's in a bind
For she has fallen for that demon inside
He captured her heart with just one smile
His kiss tastes so sweet as the rain pours down
With that one kiss she's intertwined
For she has been so divine
He took her away for she will never be the same
From the moment she said yes
They will be set in this life and the next
Brown and BlueThere once was a boy who was so very tall
taller than everything and everyone
that he couldn’t help but look down on everything.
he looked down like a king on his world
or like an overlooker, miserable:
his face always noble, always tragic
photogenic, iconic
the way those long eyelashes were always drawn down
to hide his faded blue eyes.
he missed out on a lot, always looking at things like
concrete
and dirt
and slow-striding feet.

There once was a girl who was not quite as tall
(pretty average, actually)
with the brightest brown eyes
that saw the bright side of things;
amazingly, impossibly,
she was always looking up
at silly things l
Ad vitam aeternamJe te briserais bien le cœur,
Mais je crois que tu n'en as pas.
Tu n'es pas un enfant de chœur,
Pas non plus un enfant de roi.

Alors.

Chacun le voit ton beau visage,
Mais où sont donc tes beaux scrupules ?
D'autres que moi seraient plus sages,
J'aime les crapules.

Je suis prisonnière de ton songe,
Entichée d'un regard de toi.
Et quand la colère me ronge,
Mon corps bat pour toi...
These Past Weeks.These past weeks have been the best
Although I know that they could end in a flash,
And I know you may just want to leave it all behind
But I'll never forget it, cause it changed my life.

Every second that our lips touched
I felt a little bit of my heart heal,
I felt it explode in my chest...
I felt as if I slipped out of my mind, and straight into yours.

I would gladly give up this gift, my power to write
Just to hold you for another long night,
And I would give up my heart for you
Just to know if I could trust you to hold it,
But now, as far as I'm concerned, you've had it from the first kiss.
My loveHis hands so big
His lips so soft
His kisses so comforting
I miss him so much

I wish he could hold me
Every hour, everyday
Hold me closer when I'm crying
Make my tears, my fears, go away

He says he loves me
And he shows it too
He's no idea how much I love him
Hasn't got a clue

I'd die for him
Because of him I'm alive
I cry for him
Because of how hard I strive
To be perfect for him

To be his perfect girl
That is all I desire
And he says staying who I am
Is all it requires

He is my one and only
He's the man I truly love
A match made in heaven
A huge thanks to those above

<3
AwayThe stars are all I can see.
 As I lay in grass.
 So scared to see sunlight.
 Because when I do…….     
I have to leave you.
I'll have to leave your arms.
Your strong embrace.
Your  heartbeat.
It sings to me like a lullaby.
This war
You fighting
It's ruining my lullaby
It seems you have a new scar every day
The sunlight is showing
Now I have to leave
Away from the camp
Back to  the Allies
Away from the Axis
Away from you
Even though you're the enemy 
I can't help but love you
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I was remembering how we used to be
How we would feel sharing glances and looks,
The heart melting desire that would grip our hearts
The feeling after our first kiss,
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My love, she doesn't deserve you
My love, she'll never understand you
My darling dearest, forgive me
I should've been better
I should've been present
I should've been the one to fix your heart
I should've been the one who your tears dried
My lips were suppose to hold the truth
That her poisonous tongue kept from you
My shoulder was supposed to keep the tears
That her bosom did nothing to prevent
My love, she will just hurt you
My love, she will just corrupt you
My darling dearest, don't be a fool
Open your eyes and embrace the truth
I should've been stronger
Yet I showed you just how weak I can be
I should've held on to hope
Yet you saw just how easily I give in
I should've believed  
Yet you know where I chose to seek for peace
But I still beg, I still implore
A second chance is all I ask for
She is no better, don't wait to see
She will only crush you and watch you bleed
She will not care for you
None will do the way I did
Don't try to discover it by your own means
Shield your heart, and stay free
Turn back and return to me
I promise this time I will not fail
I promise to be the answer to your prayer
The beacon in the storm
The one to help you and guide you all the way back home
I promise I can give more than she will ever
I swear to be better, to never give in
I vow before God to be the woman you need
Please don't continue to seek in all the wrong places
When I am standing right here
Don't keep searching in useless empty faces
The love you will only find in me
My love, she will never get you
My love, she will never win
My darling dearest, you're mine and you will always be

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MyLoveby ~NicolaWingedDeity

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Sometimes, I Feel As If I Were On Fire Cuz Sometimes, Life Burns Me.
©2012-2013 ~NicolaWingedDeity
Category: Literature / Poetry / Romantic / Teen / Free Verse

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~BornintheLight May 21, 2012  Hobbyist
... Wao...
You left me speachless... awsomexD
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~NicolaWingedDeity May 21, 2012  Hobbyist Writer
Thank You (:
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~BornintheLight May 21, 2012  Hobbyist
always:)
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=DarlingAngel0565 May 21, 2012  Professional Writer
This poem is so sad and beautiful. Each word touched my heart. The pain is so real...
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~NicolaWingedDeity May 21, 2012  Hobbyist Writer
:heart:
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=DarlingAngel0565 Jun 9, 2012  Professional Writer
:huggle:
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~abeo-noctis1 May 20, 2012  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Wow...so beautiful and it somehow wrenches my heart as I am able to feel the pain....
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~NicolaWingedDeity May 20, 2012  Hobbyist Writer
yeah... it comes directly from some place deep in my heart where everything aches..
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~abeo-noctis1 May 20, 2012  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
:hug:
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~NicolaWingedDeity May 20, 2012  Hobbyist Writer
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